Okay, so I've been a little neglectful of my blog. I've sat down twice to write something and I just couldn't form an entire post. I wrote something on the side, just for me, and I just haven't had much to say really. I'm doing well, running (I did almost 3.5 miles yesterday), I'm eating much better with some assistance from someone who says they can't cook, which oddly enough makes a lot of sense finding someone who eats healthy but can't cook for me. All I'd get from people who wanted me to eat healthy is cooking recipes, which I appreciate, but doesn't help me eat healthier.
I'm feeling pretty confident in myself now. A good friend has helped me a great deal in changing my perspective and a lot of things are falling into place in my mind. I don't think I'm going to have difficulty in being myself so much anymore, as I've somewhat changed perspectives, I've changed my behavior in situations I couldn't quite handle (well) before.
I've almost completely cut out my WoW playing. I play only a few hours a day twice a week or so. The only desire I have to play is to not let my team down. And maybe I've never quite explained it, but 30 or 40 people have put in hours, and HOURS of gameplay (not even fun gameplay, monotonously boring gameplay) to help me get to where I am at in the game in order to further the progress of our group. They have sacrificed for me, and I have sacrificed for them. It is a matter of etiquette that I stay on, and not just think of myself and my boring time I have playing. Yes, it is just a game, but it is more because we are a team. And I plan on playing out the 'season' sort a speak, for my team.
Now, a lot of you are doing this memory lane thing where we're posting our memories to each other, and while I find it cheesy and possibly dangerous, I'll play along and if you want to post memories of me that's fine. I was a very embarrassing boy/kid/teen, probably up until I was on my mission I was a ball of embarrassment, so, be gentle...
Yes! I cried when Little Foot's mom died! THERE IT IS! DO WHAT YOU WILL TO ME!
