Being fully awake at 4:00 in the morning is an interesting experience. I discovered some secret unauthorized communications going on in the comment section. Those who participated will be dealt with in time. Having sated my hunger from some brains (courtesy of my new zombie overlor...friends), I am ready to post.
You see, sometimes I just run out of juice. My last conversation with Andrea kinda just took it out of me. I regretted some of the things I posted (but once they're there they are there) and wanted to clarify and whatever but, I ran out of juice. I just get tired of trying to explain things sometimes I guess (normal, I would hope) and couldn't think of anything else to say. I mean, I believe something, and someone else believes something else. Super. Good. Done. Good Luck! I mean, sometimes I just don't care if others can see my points (very rarely as I'm very self concerned). I have been writing and posting a LOT, and everything I was posting about and writing about just completely lost interest for me. I however did miss the comments going back and forth with Meagan and Andrea (mostly Meagan, she reminds me of my true calling as a ninja pirate... or is it ninja fighting pirate? Oh ho dear reader, my future is not yet certain it seems!) . So, I made that last post about other posting because I could feel my tank running low. Alas, who isn't low? I'm always low it seems, but I'm a well oiled SOB and I don't need much to get going, just a few drops and I'm back to chugging along where ever it is that I'm going. I think I could keep this old car metaphor going for a while, but who cares heh. Like an old car... oh wait, sorry. Um, I'm just tired of constantly running into unmovable people and arguments. I mean, finding a sympathetic shoulder sometimes is pretty rough. Not to cry a river or anything, just honestly I don't find many rest-sto... many understanding hearts as to where I am. I know many people with hearts who yearn to understand, and help, but if you can't understand the problem with the engi... soul, you might end up messing something else up. All this isn't meant to be specific to anyone (since I've received it from several sources of friends, family, and even some people I don't even know very well) it's just obvservation. I've been doing a lot of observations for quite some time now, and I think some conclutions are forming. Though, when we are at our weakest we find what still has strength, and it's usually enough to pull us up.
Interesting enough, I just watched Lord Of The Rings yesterday. Our Lotr itches are in sync it seems.
